lima bean day and i am rather pensive

pensar= to think in spanish
pensive = to be in deep thought...

last night i soaked a huge bag of lima beans and today i will begin to cook them slow on low heat with ham... and i am pensive... and a little sad. for the past 15 hours i have been wrestling with the sadness and nastiness of the world... and how so many people accept it as "normal" ... i am just NOT okay with it. it makes my stomach turn ... so much that at one point i thought that morning sickness (at night) might be returning OR i might be having contractions.

this morning i am resolved to NOT accept things the way they are but not allow them to disable me. to know that i am here to LOVE and keep LOVING( but that does not mean i have to love the state of the world... just the people in it).

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on a much lighter side... the MACY's Thanksgiving Day Parade is TOMORRROW!!! i get to see my family and i am especially excited to see my cousin Newt.